Skype to Phone
Interview with Cris Kirkwood
Bassist/Vocalist
Meat Puppets
August 15, 2013
Matt- We’ll focus on the
time period leading up to Monsters. I didn’t email you guys for Out My Way and Mirage and Huevos. I just kind of winged it based on other
interviews I’ve read. If for no other
reason I’m getting lazy, I didn’t want to put in the time to interview you guys
four or five times more. So, today,
maybe we can go briefly over those records you made in Phoenix and lead
ourselves up to Monsters.
So you get done with Up
on the Sun and then you do some touring.
This is the story as I know it.
Then, in 1986, you decide to do an EP.
Why did you decide to do an EP with Out
My Way rather than a full LP?
Cris- I can’t remember. I guess
commercial considerations must have been foremost in our thinking. It was either artistic or commercial
considerations. Some such thing. Honestly, I really can’t remember why the
fuck. Maybe we wanted to go in there and
get something into it. Maybe the artwork
needed to be put on the cover of a record so we just went in and did that. Cuz that was as long as our attention spans
were at that particular point.
M- Maybe you didn’t have enough material for a full record. Is that possible?
C- I don’t know if that was it.
It definitely was its own idea. Out My Way is intentional.
M- What was the idea, as you remember?
C- To get it made and get it out.
M- How about artistically?
What was the idea?
C- We don’t do that kind of stuff.
M- But you just told me it was intentional.
C- Yea, but that stuff is hard.
It makes my head hurt. I’m a meat
and potatoes kind of guy.
M- So you just went in and made a record.
C- I did what those guys told me to do. Considering the place I find myself at this
point in my life, obviously Curt and Derrick were doing interesting and
thoughtful things. I’m pleased with
them. I’m grateful to have done it along
with them so at least I can be at this point in my life, which is one way of
looking at it. I don’t know what the
fuck those guys were doing.
I can’t remember why we did Out
My Way as an EP. That might of just
been something to do. Here’s one
thing: SST afforded us to do whatever we
wanted at that point. It was really
cool. We could do the kind of art that
we wanted to do. We met Steve, the guy
that we recorded Out My Way with, and
found Chaton, the studio that we did it at.
It might have been as much as we felt like doing at that particular
point. It was definitely interesting to
bring it back to Phoenix and do it that way.
It was different.
It was a neat time. SST
was . . .You gave them what you wanted to put out and they put it out.
M- So it was all based on a handshake, your contract with SST at
that point.
C- That’s all business crap.
That’s prying too deep. People
can go fuck themselves if they’re interested in that kind of shit. Do they honestly give a crap? Why?
Does it say something about the art that was made ultimately? It is what it is.
Here’s a story about Out
My Way that’s about as much of it as I care about: The artwork on that is a painting that Curt
did of a rug, a Mexican rug. What that
is, is an eagle with a snake in its mouth, which is also on the Mexican
national flag. It Mexican symbology,
obviously. It was a rug that Curt had
and he did a painting of it, the woven design on the rug, and that became the
album cover for Out My Way. Just real briefly
I’ll mention this because it’s recently transpired, a pal of ours that we met
forever ago in Philadelphia, Howard Saunders, after the record came out,
started getting new tattoos, and one of the first tattoos he got was that
artwork on his upper-left arm. And
awhile after that I one night decided I needed a tattoo and having no better
idea than Howard’s decided to get the same thing on my upper-left arm. Unfortunately poor dear sweet Howard, my dear
dear pal, had a motorcycle wreck a few weeks back and is now lingering in a
coma and will hopefully pull out of it.
It’s such a rough hand to be dealt, you know, an old pal of ours. It’s a touching thing. His picture’s on his mom’s website, with his
kids. He still has some kids, they’re
pretty young. There’s one shot of him
holding the kid, you can see the tattoo that he and I share on our
upper-arm. And old, dear pal who is in
tough straights.
That’s an Out My Way story, specifically.
M- So you do Out My Way as an EP. You go
out and tour on Out My Way. The story I hear is that it’d been awhile
since you’d put out a record. So you do Out My Way fairly quickly thinking that
in just a few months you’d do a proper LP.
You go out to tour on Out My Way
and at some point Curt breaks a finger.
Apparently he got it slammed in a car door.
C- It was in the van door. It was horrible. It was back in the parking garage right
behind First Avenue up in Minnesota.
It’s the Purple Rain
venue. It’s a place that’s been around
for a long time. It’s still there, a
venerable, cool old place in Minnesota; First Avenue and 7th Street Entry. And we played, and Curt was changing his
pants, he was slipping out of his pants and had his hand on the doorjamb of the
van and Darrel, our old sound guy, didn’t realize it and slid shut the van door
and slammed it on Curt’s left hand and actually broke the middle-finger on his
left hand. It was gross. He went to the doctor and later that night
Curt went to see if he could play a chord and he tried to slide his finger up
and it just bent over like one of those straws with a joint in it. I tell you what, that’s a good story, when
Darrel slammed that fuckin’ door Curt made out a monkey yelp! I tell you what!
M- So he breaks his finger and, thus, Meat
Puppets have to go on a hiatus for awhile for his finger to heal.
C- It ended the tour right there, yea that
happened.
M- Did y’all figure it would heal some day or
did it cross your mind that this might be it?
C- Fuck, I don’t know. It’s only a broken finger. Maybe at one point he went and sought medical
help.
The questions that you’re asking, “What
did I think?” Think of all the thoughts
people have. How many thoughts people
have.
It was definitely creepy that Darrel had
broken his finger. It was an accident,
but the way that it happened was a piss in the middle of the tour. We had to drive all the way home with an
injury like that.
But as far as all the considerations of
the specifics of putting out an EP and then an LP, I don’t know if it
necessarily quite went down like that.
It was more like things started to come together, you know, at the
practice place new things would start to come up and then, eventually, it would
be time to go into the studio and what was to be done was what was to be done.
M- What did you do while Curt’s finger was
broken?
C- Fuck if I know. Who knows?
I went on an alpine skiing adventure.
M- Or you worked on your bass.
C- I deep sea fished.
M- Or you worked on songs.
C- No I didn’t.
I preened. Fuck if I know. I can’t remember vast expanses of my life at
this point, quite honestly. If it
weren’t for Curt I wouldn’t have a childhood at this point. Let me think.
What the fuck did I do in there?
M- We’re talking ’86-’87.
C- One of the things, as far as the playing was
concerned, it didn’t have to be all three of us. Derrick and I enjoyed playing together, and
played together a lot, just the two of us.
M- And you had a rehearsal space attached to
your house?
C- Not by then, no. We practiced in the living room of the house
that I lived in at that point. I had a
living room and we practiced in there.
You know what? There’s video of
that that exists somewhere. Somehow there is video of that, I’ve heard of
it. Just us in that living room.
M- There’s some really early stuff out there
from, like, ’84 or ’83 or ’82. I don’t
even know where the hell you are. A little
garage or living room. Maybe the housed
you lived in for Meat Puppets II.
C- I’d have to see it. But eventually we moved into the house where
we had the detached garage that we turned into a studio. And from that we started to get into
recording stuff ourselves. And there was
always demoing things and recording was a part of our own home process to the
level of technical level that we had.
Cassette decks at first. It all
started with cassette decks. The cheesy
kind that you took to school. We used to
have those cassettes. And then on from
there and eventually getting into multi-tracking and stuff. Then we got that 8-track. That was bitchin’, a half-inch Tasc 8-track. That allowed us to, allowed Curt to demo
stuff. He’d have new songs and we’d
record them on the 8-track.
M- So it’s time to do Mirage, cuz you’ve been hanging out. Curt’s been writing songs with his finger
broken. You go in at the end of ’86,
again to Chaton with Steve again to record that. It’s a much different record than Out My Way.
C- Is it?
M- I think it is. Lots of people who write about it think it
is. It’s much more of a studio kind of
album. What do you think about Mirage, Cris?
C- I love it.
Are you kidding? I love all our
records. They’re great!
M- I’m not asking you to compare it to the
others.
C- I’m not even comparing it to the
others. I really think they all stand on
their own and I think they’re a testament to the band, as a band, in all its
carnations at this point, including the later stuff. And definitely a testament to Curt as a
songwriter. “Far out,” you know,
“Whoa! Bitchin’.” So I love it on that level and then on its
own level it’s a cool record. You can see the progression that we’re
undergoing, on a personal level to see where I was at playing-wise. I haven’t heard it in awhile. I just heard something off it, I think. Is “Beauty” on that one?
M- Yes.
C- I heard that recently and it just fried my
shit! I’ll tell you that much. Gorgeous.
M- Any good Mirage
stories?
C- Here’s a good Mirage story: Chaton was at
these kind of wealthy folks house, it was in the back of their house. The wife of the couple liked the
symphony. And they actually bought an RV
and, full-bore, turned it into a mobile studio to be able to record the
symphony. Paul McCartney maybe used
that. Maybe Steve helped him with
that. Either way, they had this studio
in their back yard. It was in a nice
part of town. There are parts of Phoenix
that are very ritzy, it was in a nicer part of town. She was real neat. She’d bring out these lunches during the
day. Fancy little. . .cut into little
pieces. Until one day she smelled grass
or something and then she never came out again.
So that forced us to go to whatever food was around. I remember going to Jack in the Box and I got
myself a delicious salad and I was eating it and bit into something that
actually chipped my tooth and it was a gold ring, a gold wedding band.
M- From a Jack in the Box salad?
C- Yep!
Awesome.
M- While at the studio, or were you at Jack in
the Box when you did this?
C- We got all the food to go, came back, and
were sitting in the studio, at Chaton.
M- What did you do with the ring?
C- I called Jack in the Box and spoke to the
manager and he goes, like, “I’m gonna send you a bunch of free
hamburgers.” He never even did
that. The ring as fallen into the depths
of time. I’m sure I kept it for as long
as something like that would be kept around.
So there’s one Mirage story.
M- You actually took quite a bit of time, for
you guys, doing Mirage. Like, six weeks.
C- Well, that’s a cool record. Interesting.
It was definitely a different kind of thing. If it took us that long it would have been us
having some fun in the studio with some of the toys that we’d gotten ourselves,
for sure. That’s one of the things
there. It’s kind of like with Sergeant Pepper’s they went ahead and
had all these different little things, the Beatles did. Curt and I so grew-up on the Beatles! So that record has little added doodads. We really cut loose with doodadary on that
one. We had a Roland guitar synth. This grey guitar that was angularly strange. It had a MIDI out. You could MIDI out it to any synthesizer that
had MIDI. It was all MIDI shit back
then. So that’s all the horn parts and
those kind of things are that thing.
We would give ourselves that kind of
leeway. That definitely had to do with
the fact that it was in town.
M- Cuz you could come and go as you pleased.
C- Yea.
M- But then, the story seems to be, it was such
a studio album that it was difficult and/or you just didn’t enjoy playing much
of it live.
C- No, no.
A lot of that stuff was real fun to play live. Definitely.
A lot of that stuff was real fun to play live. I don’t know.
Maybe. I don’t remember.
M- I’m telling you the story as I’ve read it in
interviews through time.
C- Oh.
So then we decided to do Huevos
which would be more easy to play?
M- Yes.
That’s the story, exactly.
C- I don’t know about that. Huevos
is a motherfucking physical effort. It
wouldn’t necessarily have been easier to play.
That certainly wouldn’t have been the case. We wouldn’t have gone, “Oof, Mirage.
That isn’t easy to play live.
Let’s do a record that’s easier to play live.” We just didn’t work like that, you know. Songs don’t come from there. It wasn’t that specific to be able to be so
concisely put like that. Each of the
records is an extension or representation of where we were at that particular
point and what went on then as far as playing it all or not playing it all and
then go on to the next record. It wasn’t
nearly that specific. But, you know,
different studio. Different songs, for
sure. Different kind of approach to the
making of a record. Fun.
M- Same engineer, different studio.
C- Right.
M- Did that have to do with the marijuana
smells?
C- Not necessarily. It was a cool studio. Slightly bigger room. Just different. The folks at Chaton were very gracious. It was a fun place to record. In any situation I’m the lout.
M- Another part of the story is that coming
into Mirage there were just too many
songs to put on one album, and some of the songs that go on Huevos . . .Huevos comes out just six or eight months after Mirage. . .
C- Here’s as much as anything. Nominally, ever so nominally, Huevos was an expression of . . .it’s
Mexican slang for “balls,” and we were conscious of the fact that we didn’t do
anything other than what we wanted to do.
So the underlying message and connotation wasn’t entirely unintended.
M- Of naming it Huevos.
C- Yes.
Curt had already painted that painting.
It was just cute as the dickens.
M- You did Huevos
in three or four days as opposed to six weeks with Mirage.
C- Is Huevos
the one that has little black and white drawings of Curt’s in the liner notes?
M- I don’t know.
C- I remember Curt drew those when we were
sitting at a rest area somewhere in the Midwest.
M- I know Mirage
has a bunch of little squiggle drawings on the inner-sleeve, along with the
lyrics.
C- Does it?
Maybe it was that one.
M- I don’t have the LP of Huevos, I only have a CD of it.
C- Maybe Huevos
did go a little quicker. You can hear
the difference in the songs in some ways and obviously different guitars,
different studio. A different side of
the band at that point.
M- It’s a more straight-forward rocking
album. Don’t you think? Can’t you agree with that one?
C- Do you think I’m being disagreeable?
M- I don’t know. I’m just trying to pin you down on something.
C- Trying to pin me down? I’m being unpindownable?
M- You’re amorphous! You’re like a jellyroll.
C- It’s a good way to be, man. That’s how you stay cool.
M- We don’t even have to talk about the fact
that everybody calls it the ZZ Top record, unless you want to talk about it as
a ZZ Top record.
C- I think, as far as being the ZZ Top record,
definitely ZZ Top was a conduit for us, in the same way as the Grateful Dead
were, to a rich vein of American music.
We definitely were mining that particular vein at that point. Curt was.
He was obviously exploring the boundaries of writing. And ultimately we’re gonna be talking about Monsters, and there you go again. A guy like that, with the ability to . .
.First to have the desire to express himself in these particular ways and then
to use these various fields. They were
always just fields for us. It’s not like
I’m going, “That’s our ZZ Top record.
That’s our chublit record.” Or Monsters is like, you don’t need to get
too specific about it, you can’t really pin that on one particular band, but it
just has a slightly different feel as far as I’m concerned. All of which the band were adeptly able to
follow, visit, and make our own. I think
they’re all a testimony to Curt as a songwriter. As far as Huevos
is concerned that’s where he was at at that point, checking-out what it was
like to take the band to that point.
We’d been playing for awhile at that point. We were young men that had been doing it for
a minute, you know, and could kick a fuckin’ tassel full of ass.
M- And you getting, at this point, a bit of
notice from, at least, the critical industry, which you may or may not care
about, but you knew about it.
C- We were already old news by then. We were already old news. We were critically acclaimed off of our
earlier records and that kind of faded back and we became yesterday’s
news. A whole other wave of cool
hipsters came along and redefined what it was to be groovy. We just went off on our own fuckin’ trip like
we’d always done. At one point people
decided that it was neat enough to give it attention and we sprangboard from
that. And we’re now in our forth decade
of music. We had gotten to the point
that we’d gotten, that was the bitchin’ thing.
There was a whole batch of cool music-making that was going on that we’d
all got to. It was a very alive,
creative, album spitting-out machine. Us
and our compatriots, who we can’t forget, at that time were just banging shit
out. Record after record. That speaks to the fact that our little batch
of bands had started in the first place, and then the ones that had gotten to
the point that they had gotten to by that point had started to evolve a body of
work. Now here we are talking about it
cuz it was so interesting and productive and creative time for us and other
folks as well. Just like any time is at
a point that it’s at. We just happened
to be around.
M- Both Curt and Derrick suggest that at this
point you guys were and had been keeping your eyes open and seeing if there
wouldn’t be a chance to make the move to a major label. Curt had a career plan at this point, I
think, not just to make little art projects, but to make a serious living out
of doing this. And you get to Huevos and you still haven’t got that
great deal that you might get in a couple more years. Do you remember this activity of trying to
get to the major label? How do you feel
about that, Cris?
C- If those guys are being that specific about
it. . .We weren’t adverse to any forward momentum in terms of the business side
of the band in any way. We started going
in to visit with the majors as early as the Meat
Puppets II years. It was a question
of them coming to us. We continued to
make that art that we were making. As
far as trying to specifically gear it towards those people we weren’t not being
the most sick fucking band that we could possibly be that ultimately led to us
being signed. It started to happen in
there somewhere.
M- And your friends are getting major label
deals at this point, whether it be Hüsker Dü or, I don’t know, fIREHOSE pretty
soon or. . .
C- But you look at what happened to the
Hüskers, you know, and it wasn’t the end-all and be-all. That’s the side of it that’s just what it
was. It had to take care of itself to
the degree that it did. Some bands really
just fit the mold. I’m reminded of REM,
you know, those early records just fucking rule. It’s like, “What in the living God, you
guys?” It’s just really bitchin’
shit. And it has such a personality of
its own. To be able to go on to really
connect with people to the degree that they were and make such solid shit again
and again and again that rides like that, that’s a different kind of a
scene. Sick. I saw that going on and wondered about
it. That’s the business side of
things. Some people are really,
obviously made for it.
M- Do you think, and I know that you know them
at least a little bit, that the REM guys were very conscious about “this is
what we need to do if we want to get on a major and sell a lot of records,” or
did they just do art and not care.
C- It’s not like we were just doing art. It’s not like we were sitting there in
diapers having yet another be-in. Curt
had a family, absolutely we wanted to be making a living off of it, we had been
making a living off of it. We were open
entirely to whatever could possibly happen with the band as far as the business
side of stuff was concerned and always had been. We’d always just had stuff come our way. When we didn’t wind up getting signed back in
the early days, and Hüsker did, and were some of the first dudes out of our
scene to get signed, you could see that some of the majors were around. And then those guys, you know, it didn’t go
as well as it could. There’s that side
of the majors thing. Being signed is one
thing and then whether you do anything with it.
We’re talking about the past. The business side of stuff. It’s probably me, honestly. I take responsibility for why we didn’t
manage to get our records. . .I obviously am a completely and utterly wrong
kind of person to be doing this. As
witness my eventual behavior.
M- But that’s years off. You’re still okay in ’86.
C- Oh yea.
We were all okay. And at that
point it’s just down to, who knows? And
we’re still playing. It all winds-up
that we’re still here playing.
M- So after Huevos
you do quite a bit of touring. The story
seems to be there was some frustration in the band that you weren’t getting
signed and some of your buddies were.
C- It wasn’t like that. Frustration in the band? As far as frustration in the band, MTV
started shortly after we did. You see
these guys getting real popular, some of it is like when a whole movement that
suddenly gets popular. Some of it is so
far away from where we were at. The “New
Romantics” came in. It’s just too hot to
wear a wig here, unless you’re a real trouper, and I was not down with the
program. Certain things, you know. And then the metal stuff. Some of the metal shit blew-up. The guys in Metallica are our age, you
know. You could see people connecting at
a different level. There was always that
kind of a thing. But down deep it was
always just doing the art. I don’t know
if you can ascribe a group mindset to, you know, “We’re frustrated because we
haven’t been signed.” I was stunned by
the fact that anybody wanted to. . . When the first 7” came out, I gotta tell
you, because it was just such a personal release, to make the noise that we
made, for me, the idea that we recorded for other people to listen to just
seemed spurious at best.
M- There is suggestion that Monsters is a bit more . . . for
instance, you use the electronic, preprogrammed drums on Monsters. Derrick suggested
that was purposeful because that was what was selling at the time and that
would get you a better chance at the major labels.
C- Definitely not having Bostrom on the record
helped our chances at success, I’ll agree with him there.
M- You do a bunch of demos first, in Phoenix,
before you record Monsters proper. And you shop these around to the major
labels.
C- Ooh la la!
Big business in rock and roll land!
Fuck if I know, dude! Oh, we
shopped them around?
M- “Shopped the demos around.” I don’t know.
Is that the term? Is that what
people say?
C- Who said that? Did Derrick say we did that?
M- Derrick said that. And there are some interviews from the past
where Curt suggests that same thing.
C- I agree.
Whatever the fuck the current history is, those guys definitely remember
better than I do.
For sure, through all of it, at points
what do you do? Go commercial and have commercial
intent? You can to the degree that you
can. We managed to continue to put out
records.
M- What do you think about the drums on Monsters?
C- They’re great. They’re neat.
I love all of our records, like I told you. Each one stands on its own like a reminder of
that particular period of my life. We
made them. It’s neat to listen to where
we’re at and to hear the stuff. It’s sluggin’! There’s some bitchin’ shit on that. “The Void,” that’s fucked, man, that’s an
evil song! And to see Curt be able to
wander into such a . . .metal is kind of bitchin’ to play, you know, it’s all,
like, cool riffs. I think Derrick
programmed. . . they’re his beats. A lot
of it was the beats, too. A lot of the
stuff Derrick did. At points it was our
beats, Curt’s beats, depending on what he wanted out of the song. Derrick was his own wonderful thing and I
think he contributed to the programming of that stuff. It was, what’s his face, the Drum Doctor
whose tones those were, and did the programming. And then it was, what’s his name, Eric, E.
M- Who’s the Drum Doctor?
C- You can figure it out. I can’t remember. He’s an L.A. fixture, for real. A studio dude that goes around and delivers
kits to studios for drummers and tunes them.
A lot of people use him. He was
the go to guy for a show back then. I’m
not sure where he is about now, but I imagine that you will easily be able to
find out who he is on the computer.
M- The one person who had bit on the shopping
around is Peter Koepke, who is at Atlantic at the time.
C- This is all stuff, you know, it’s so ugly to
talk to me about it because whatever the band managed to get to business-wise,
the best I can say is that we were always open to any forward movement in terms
of the business of the band. And
certainly everybody was welcome to come to the shows. If millions of people wanted to come to each
show that would’ve been fine with us. If
Proctor and Gamble wanted to get in bed business-wise it would’ve been fine
with us as long as we could continue to make music. That’s what we wanted to do. That’s the most I have to say about it. As far as talking to you about the business
stuff, it’s just creepy, cuz I’m the one who eventually quashed the forward
momentum that we were rolling along, and the details of which we’re trying to
specify here. So whoever said anything
else about how the fuck it went down, use their version.
We can talk about the records and the
making of the records all day long.
Those things I don’t think I sullied.
These other things are just whatever.
M- The vocals on Monsters are really cool.
C- A lot of that is probably Curt with
himself. That’s probably why it’s
good. It doesn’t have me wrecking it.
M- How about the keyboard stuff on there? Is that you or is that Curt? Like on “Light.” There’s like a little Casio something.
C- That was probably still that guitar synth,
it would’ve been something like that.
“Light”’s got that little horn thing.
That’s a little too accurately played in my memory, so maybe that was
the guitar. You can tell when it’s one
of us playing keyboards, it’ll be very simple.
M- It’s pretty simple stuff on “Light.” It’s not Elton John.
C- Everything we do is simple. And for Curt, he more and more likes it to be
about as Flinstones as you can get.
M- Who does the parts on the end of “Monsters”
and at the end of “Like Being Alive,” somebody says “It’s like being eaten by a
giant doo doo log with teeth.” Do you
remember?
C- I can’t remember. Curt would remember that shit, definitely.
M- “Take this and shove it down your
throat! Hope you don’t choke on it,” at
the end of “Monsters.”
C- That would probably be Curt. And the “giant doo doo log with teeth,” I
would say those are probably both Curt.
He would remember it more than I would.
M- Fabulous discussion, Cris.
C- How about this? Is this a real thing? Or is this just something that my memory has
supplied me with, my faulty memory. If
I’m not mistaken, on the vinyl, maybe of Up
on the Sun. . . Didn’t they, for sure they did, inscribe little messages
sometimes.
M- On the inside next to the label.
C- Yea.
I think, and I’m pretty sure it really happened, Up on the Sun came out, and I thought this was just one of Curt’s
funniest turns of phrase, it said “World in turmoil” on one side, and then
“Turd in wormoil” on the other.
M- I’ll have to look. In fact, I just, two weeks ago I was in Salt
Lake City and I picked-up original vinyl versions of Up on the Sun and the first record.
I’ll have to look.
C- It might be on there. I wonder.
M- There’s something on there. I did read something, but I can’t remember
what it was.
Well, Cris, I think I have what I need
here.
C- I hope I’ve been helpful. It’s an interesting progression that the band
went through. Really, I think I feel
most comfortable with, what I said, to talk about the band’s aspirations,
especially leading up to what happened, it’s not really anything I’m that into
talking about.
M- I’m not purposefully ignoring your recent
history. I have all your records and I
go see your shows. When I started
writing this book, I didn’t think the band was ever going to get back together,
so I stopped it at that point.
C- But just as far as, really like, to join in
terms of what we were trying to do, I don’t really feel I deserve to have much
of a say in it. My feelings about it are
some of what drove me nuts in the first place.
I think that I have by far the weakest ego of the three of us, and the
most fragile character and was, obviously, the most susceptible to myself.
The records are bitchin’. All those records are cool as fuck. It’s fun looking back on it. The parts I remember specifically, the
guitars I used. I try to remember the
way the guitar felt in my hands at the time.
Stuff like that. Seriously, the
other day hearing “Beauty” was just like a crack in the sky. A wonderful thing.
M- I’m gonna try and catch you guys in
Flagstaff on Halloween. I’ll try to stop
by and say hi.
C- Cool, man!
I’m just now working on these promotional paintings for that show. The promoter wanted some crap. They’re supposed to be Halloween themed, but
I don’t think they are. But I tried.
M- Do you guys do funny things on Halloween, on
stage? Do you dress-up?
C- I think we pretty much dress-up and do funny
things every time we get on stage. Fuck
no! These days? I, personally, need to dress-up like a
zombie. No make-up needed. Fuckin’ Jesus
Christ! “Hey, look! Cris came as Golem!”